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LUCK, RANDOMNESS AND PROBABILITY |
I was waiting for the result of an MRI scan. My doctor, yesterday, texted me, “got the result of the MRI and will ring you tomorrow in the morning.” No time given. I checked my phone when I got up today. I did not want to miss this call. I checked the volume on my phone. Asked my wife to make a call to me to make sure the network was ok, and my phone was working.
I kept the phone in my pocket or in hand all the time. At 11:30 someone knocked at the door. The postman was there. He had a registered letter for me for which he wanted my signature. I put the phone on the console in the hallway. The letter was from HM Revenue and Customs. A registered letter from inland revenue. Something was serious. I took the letter in the study. Two pages, it took about five minutes to get through their jargon. It did not make a sense. I looked at the envelope. The letter was not for me! The name and address were for the next-door neighbour.
The postman had made a mistake. I put the letter back in the envelope. I went to the hallway to open the door and to drop the letter in my neighbour’s letterbox. I saw my phone on the console.
I have missed two calls from my doctor in those twelve minutes. Did he have to ring precisely in this time slot when I left my phone in the hallway? Did the postman have to make an error at that particular day and time? And me, why did I leave the phone in the hallway?
Anyway, I immediately rang back on the number from which the call was made. All I got after going through a choice of multiple options interrogations, was a recorded message “we are closed now, ring us between 10am and 12am Monday to Friday.” Tomorrow was Saturday. I will have to wait till Monday. What a bad luck, I felt angry, anxious, and sad.
Thinking calmly, I realised, no one was to be blamed. it has nothing to do with luck. Things happen, mostly randomly. It is we, who as individuals define them as good or bad in retrospect. I do not mean that because things happen randomly, we do not have to make any effort to achieve what we want, like Sant Maluka Daas “ अजगर करै न चाकरी, पंछी करै न काम। दास मलूका कहि गए, सबके दाता राम। “*
But We do have an agency. We must make every effort, take due care and diligence to increase the probability of the result going in our favour. This is what I mean by making one’s own luck. Of course, remember, probability is not surety! But it is far better than absolute randomness.
I should have kept my phone with me. I should have checked the address before signing for that letter. If I would have increased the probability of “good luck”!
*The python doesn’t plow, the bird doesn’t work. Maluka Daas says, God Ram is the provider for all”